Tuesday, February 21, 2012

A Story is Told...


A Story is Told…

A story is told of a peculiar people who lived in a village far removed from others. They lived in the meadows right after the crossing of the great river; at the periphery of the thick forest with the tall cypress trees. They did not resemble other people. They did not do things like other people; neither did they eat like other people. They were half the height of a normal man, with pointed ears and rounded noses. Their hands were made to till the land, and that they did from morning until the rising of the hot noon sun. They were vegans you see, and all they ate was raw food, for they compared the heating of food to the pounding of already sifted grain. Nay, the reason rested not on the lack of sophistication in cookery or cutlery; quite the contrary. Their adeptness in technological advancement could undoubtedly be witnessed in the architecture of their homes, the wonder of the winding streets and the beauty of their sanctuary. They called it the Halua, a place they treated with deep reverence because they believed God’s feet rested there. The curious thing about their hair was that it grew only about four inches in length. They liked to leave it wild and free their hair, and so it would appear beautifully bushy and curly for it was of easy texture. It felt like soft wool; deep brown soft wool. Their complexion resembled that of the inside of a raw bean seed with a touch of chocolate; smooth and fair, a slightly tanned pale. Their eyes were hazel green.

A story is told of a peculiar people who lived in a village far removed from others. Despite their separation from civilization, so to speak, they conducted themselves in such a civility as was idealistically desired in the modern world. It could be seen in the courtesy they accorded each other in conversation, to other pedestrians on the narrow streets, to their neighbors… It could be seen in the cordial greetings, and the ‘you go first’ offerings. The elderly were treated with respect; never was there a load they carried on their own, neither was there a chance of anyone bumping into them on the road. These people would finish their chores by noon’s sun, and thereafter they would take the time to spend with each other, help that neighbor finish the house they were struggling to, feed that child as the mother prepared yams for tomorrow’s sale… They appeared selfless really. I grew suspicious of it; because where I came from, almost nothing was offered for free, not even a warm greeting sometimes. I stopped to apologize for accidentally bumping into an elderly person. His brown curly hair was spotted with streaks of silver and the corners of his eyes folded endearingly into rippled wrinkles as he looked up to me and smiled, joking about almost falling over at his ripe age of 35. These people live long, 135 years! I thought. And so I asked him how it felt to be 135 years. He chuckled at the outrageous number I spewed out; no one can live up to 135 years. That accounted for four generations. He hobbled along still chuckling at what must have been the most ridiculous statement from this alien giant with brown skin and braided hair. I watched him walk away. Senility can be a bugger, I thought. I felt a slight tap on my waist and my attention was drawn to my guide as he beckoned me to come along with him. I asked him about the old man, about his age. He was one of the oldest in the village, respected and treasured. A man of wisdom whose 35 years of life had been used to enlighten and inspire others. Apparently, these people lived fast. And from what I saw as I walked past the boulangeries, the groceries and the open fields, they lived full as well. Full and fast… I asked my guide how old he was. Twelve, he replied. Impossible.

A story is told of a peculiar people who lived in a village far removed from others. A people whose reverence for their maker made me feel ashamed. We got to the Halua. It was a spectacular building made of pure white marble, with finishings of gold and silver. It stood tall, beaming in the daylight sun. I shielded my eyes as I arched my head to try and gaze at its beauty. The sanctuary was elevated all round by a marvelously lengthy marble stairway engraved with precious stones of ruby, emerald and sapphire which twinkled and danced to the sun’s rays. Walking up the stairway was like walking on heaven’s rainbow. The door to the Halua was high; about triple my height. It was made of deep dark ebony with etchings of silver and unique patterns made of the moon stone. The doors were always open, day and night, since they believed in then importance of a full time communication with the Father of lights; that is how they named their Creator. I was surprised when I walked in and saw an altar filled with neat baskets filled with fruit or grain or precious stones. They also believed in bringing forth offerings to the Father of lights any day and any time of the week. It was almost an unspoken norm for the villagers to bring forth a portion of the fruit of their labor everyday; since they accorded the capability of their labor and the richness of their warehouses to the Father’s providence. They considered it one of the ways to honor Him. In the Halua, the music that played was a fusion of water trickling from a brook at the centre of the temple, birds chirping from the homes they had made at the edge of the outer-roof and silence…a true escape from the world. I got in and the ambience immediately calmed my thoughts and replaced them with a deep peace. I felt like I could hear myself…hear God…sleep even. And I was not the only one who felt like this, many villagers took their refuge in the Halua… ‘It is their bar,’ I thought. I could not help but think of the stark contrast between the Halua and the churches back home. The latter served mainly as an institution of religion that housed a certain type of faith; it was more of an administrative centre than a home or a place of refuge. Was this a schooled notion, a necessary ‘evil’, or was our culture to blame for it?
 A story is told of a peculiar people who lived in a village far removed from others. A people whose height did not correlate with their mental brilliance, a people whose mental brilliance did not match their meek attitude, a people whose meek attitudes and tender hearts did not match the short lives they lived. In the glorious Halua, I closed my eyes and processed these fascinating findings of the dwarf people I had encountered. I heard my cat meow from afar…and it kept getting louder and louder…I slowly opened my eyes in confusion; I couldn’t remember bringing Pussy along with me… And as my senses awoke to a gentle purring and some not-so-fresh breath of my loving cat, I couldn’t help but have a deep sense of disappointment. ‘I am back,’ I groaned. Then chuckled. I closed my eyes again and relived my journey…what an amazing village. Among all the things that I saw as I was guided through the village by the little 12 year old stranger, one thing stood out for me. The lived full; maybe that is why they had such short lives. I found it fascinating that the villagers had somehow managed to keep their priorities so…pure. Was it possible? To live in a world where you are taught to struggle to survive, yet manage to keep your motives unselfish? They took each day as a gift and did their best that day; from the toiling in the fields, and loving and helping out their neighbors, to having an unwavering dedication to the Father of Lights. They didn’t start the day with a  groan as I did, didn’t get through it by elbowing others out of their way…yet they managed to survive. ‘Thank You for schooling me,’ I whispered to the ‘Father of Lights’ as I ruffled my furry cat and contemplated on giving it menthol chewing gum and teaching it how to chew it, as opposed to swallowing it. It would be the coolest cat in the hood!

A story is told of a peculiar people who lived in a village far removed from others…

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Dear Whitney


  I came back home all giddy after a fun night out filled with dancing and singing. I kicked off my heels and switched on the television, and your beautiful face was all over it. In a moment of confusion, I wondered why your face was all over news. Grammys? It was only when I proceeded to read the words scrolling beneath the screen that I realized what had happened. ‘Whitney dead at age 48.’ No way… When I listened some more, I found out that you were found dead in your hotel room. You were meant to be getting ready for the pre-party for the Grammy awards hosted by Clive Davis. Apparently your aunt lay out a dress for you to wear and left the room; you were in the bath tab. By the time she came back, you were gone… My mind reeled with questions… was it intentional or did you just black out? Were you tired of life or did you feel that life got tired of you?
I always dreamed of meeting this music goddess who could navigate five octaves like a fish in water. You were my icon for so long. I would use your songs to practice and try stretch my vocals. You were my bench mark of vocal supremacy, you see; in my eyes, no one matched up to you. And I was not alone. Your impact was felt all over the world; it could be evidenced blatantly through the countless televised auditionees who stood before the appointed judges in front of them and millions of un-appointed ones watching from their homes, and heartily belted out your songs with a courageous passion that they both felt and replicated. I know I did – I belted out your song, Greatest Love of All, in front of millions of judging eyes, and even though at some points in the song I felt like my voice would let go, I simply closed my eyes and watched you perform in my mind’s eye. And what I saw was true enjoyment, what I heard was a powerful voice, and what I felt was a deep belief in your words; these three made me forge forth! I believe you sang for all the right reasons Whitney; your sole propellers not being wealth and fame. No, you sang to communicate something you believed in, something you had gone through, something you had learnt, something you felt… You were never vain. I remember watching your videos and being in awe at just how effortlessly you would powerfully pour out complicated tunes carrying words that almost always seemed to resonate within me. I remember watching Body Guard, Preachers Wife and Waiting to Exhale over and over and over again. I would always rewind and rewatch the parts where you’d sing, by the way. I loved the way you got on stage and not only commanded it, but your audience as well. We became willful captives to your music, your style, your persona.
See, I believed you were a good person, honest and humble at heart. I still do. I watched you on Oprah, that time she interviewed you in 2009, two years after you left Bobby. And from the words that came out of your mouth, and out of your body language and out through your song, My Own Strength, I was proven right – you just did not know the extent to which your brilliance, your power, your iconic legendary self could stretch! It is possible, after all, to have all that power and might within you and yet not know your own strength enough to fight, or even want to fight and overcome. I was so proud of you that day, when after the interview you went up on stage, our very own Whitney, and powerfully sang that song with a peace in your eyes and in your smile.
It wasn’t easy, your life. I can imagine the self battering that you put yourself through thinking of the many entrapped situations you felt you could only blame yourself for. You fought, Whitney, and I am proud. The world expected you to handle your life with the same bravado and fluent skill that you did the stage; we forgot you were human too. A young girl who rose into fame and stardom way fast; swept you up like a hurricane, so easy to lose sight of the still and unchanging centre.
You know why I am sad? I am sad because I feel that you spent a big chunk of your life struggling and groping in the dark. That you spread so much light to the world, but forgot about yourself. And at some point, it became taxing to spread that light, because, in truth, you cannot give what you do not have. I may be wrong about all this; I hope I am. One thing that I am happy for though, is not that you rose to stardom and made loads of money and got the chance to live the blessing of a lavish life… it is because you never let go of God. The many days you would lock yourself away from the rest of the world, you would have your bible with you. It was your source of light; the Truth. I am glad because you knew you were loved – especially by your mama and your daughter, they never stopped fighting for you, and that is what life is about, isn’t it? You can have all the wealth in the world, have immense and incomparable talent…but all that can feel like a vacuum if you are not surrounded by love. More so, if you’re ignorant of the love that God has for you… I am also glad because I got to know you…well, know of you. Your music moved me. Your voice was as powerful as thunder, as soothing as a brook. When you sang, you were happy, and that was infectious. I have this belief that if you proficiently indulge in what God put inside you through talent, and add a good measure of nobility to your cause, you make the world a little better…you pull a little of heaven down to earth…a sort of worship.
Many people go to the grave with a lot more than they came to earth with; such a loss. I believe however, that you have traveled light. You have left us with so much more! You have left us with your thunderous soulful voice; that will live on forever. You have left us with the good feeling that your songs always used to leave us with; that will live on forever. You have left us with important lessons your life and your songs taught us. You have taught me to not only know, but also acknowledge my own strength. You have taught me to look for what makes me happy and indulge in it; that way, when darkness threatens to engulf me, I can close my eyes and remember what it feels to be really happy and alive, and drudge back to that path – back to the light. You have taught me the importance of fighting, the worth in falling down six times but getting up seven. You have reminded me to surround myself with the right people. You have taught me to be present to myself and to my circumstances; to be attentive to where I am at in life lest I slowly fade away in oblivion. You have taught me to take care of myself so I can take care of other people… Most importantly, you have taught me music (of which I am still learning)… You have given me the gift of inspiration; you were my inspiration for a long, long time. You still are…

Thank you, Whitney Elizabeth Houston. I salute you. I will keep belting out your songs; One Moment in Time, Saving All My Love, How will I know, Dance with Somebody...I Have Nothing! I will always love you, Greatest Love of All... You were simply incredible! Hope to sing together (or at least back you up) in heaven some day. Sleep well.


Mini Gallery

Watch Whitney's incredible performance of the USA national anthem at Superbowl XXV here 


On one of her stage performances


A young Whitney




On the cover of one of her movies, Preacher's wife


Powerful Performance of the National Anthem at the Superbowl XXV



Whitney the Star!


Whitney with her daughter Bobbi Kristina


Whitney with her mum


 The good old days




 Her famous Body Guard movie where every girl fell in love with Kevin Costner





Simply Whitney


 Taking her last bow. See you later Whitney